Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @12:05 AM
100++ all the way to 39 days left before mid-course exams. Haha, how fast time passes. Die liao, all my H2 subjects not stable except for Maths. For my sciences, i dun understand a shit. Maybe I'm really that stupid , or am I juz lazy ? I often wondered , how would life be like if i juz mugged everyday. If I am able to do that , I would have acheived the highest level of discipline in my life. I have nv done that in all my years of education la ... wah lao ... everytime think, end of year coming soon , I dun wanna retain. The only thing that motivates me now ... I oso not sure ... haha doubtful issues. sucky la ... guess I will be blogging lesser , and lesser , until mid-course over. I look forward to the chalet book by Mr. Lee =)). Thanks a million !!!! although we met for onli a short period of time, he really portrays himself as a good, flexible and adaptable teacher. Scold at the right time, Reward at the rite time, Joke at the right time. 0612D luVs you !!! xD.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 @9:39 PM
Woke up in the morning at 7.20 today. I was rushing for time, panic panic panic. I was looking for my maths file , find high and low oso cannot find. Then I sat down to think, think think think. Suddenly I realise that I left my file at the interchange last night. Wah lao eh ... so sway ...
!@#$%. Of all times , now then lost. By the time I bathe finish already 7.40 liao.Bo bian so have to take cab go lor. I dun understand y the peak period they muz raise to 2 buck la ... sian... becoming more and more ex. When I open my wallet , i realise onli left 5 bucks. I forgot to take my money mah... Sway until lao sai... lucky got some coins left to pay for the cab fare. Reach school liao, I realise that I forgot to bring my shirt, I was onli wearing PE T-shirt the whole day. Ho seh liao lor, today got PCCG , ltr sure kana takan... sian. Assembly that time , JQ reminded me of the survey forms, guess wad ? I oso forgot to bring. Wad else could get worse ? What have I done to deserve this ? Ultimate sianage. Went in the lecture hall full of confidence for the Vectors test. Do do do , in my mind I was thinking : "wah , so easy !"... after all the qns, still got arnd 10 mins left. slack slack. check abit. time up liao. While queuing up for break, sure will discuss the qns rite ? I was still telling lester this test nv test magnitude of line. Then suddenly they tok abt one qns , the ans is length. I was stunned la ... wah lao ... I missed one qns in the paper. There goes my onli hope of getting full marks.... sad sad sad... what was blocking my eye? Eating that time , Jq say I today really very sway, then he ask me got bring PE shorts anot. I say "ya , ytd put it in my bag liao." Went to the hall for PCCG, dunno wad good blessings, nv kena caught. B4 PE, i took out the shorts , I discovered smt funny , the "Innova" become a "Reebok". This is so great, best part was Ms Lee was taking attendence, I was trying damn hard to cover the logo. Went up for Aces day work out to "Sia Sway myself". I minimised movement to avoid attention. Heng heng again , nv kana caught for my shorts. I saw Hamim asking Hakim to change back to long pants becuz he wasnt wearing innnova PE shorts. After sch, borrow money from brain go LJS makan, after that went to the interchange info counter, luck was on my side and my file was found. If not I have to restart everything. At that moment , I felt as though my life was lyk a Movie, after so many twist and turns, a typical good ending. I learnt to let things go, cuz if it's meant to be, it will come back to you. There are oso things in life which we muz hold on dearly to, as there might not be a second chane anymore. =D so happy.yet so sad.contradicting emotions.
Friday, August 11, 2006 @2:42 AM
Really look forward to watching the fireworks display 2night. Sounds so suah gu(mountain tortise) but I've really never watch a fireworks display on purpose, as in planned. Most of the times . is tyco tyco see de. I rmb that time Chu Xi Ye(night b4 chinese new year), I saw the fireworks display from my workplace in Tanjong Pagar arnd 11plus, damn nice la . I realised that got other pple going oso tml, JQ going wif irene and her frens , brain shld be going as well. I going wif aGnes, saNdrun, neLson, and many other more. This 2.5 day holiday pass so fast sia, I oso damn slack during these 2 days , juz some normal dry swimming, DotA and slight mugging. Time really passes damn fast when we are having fun. How I wish it was as fast when we are having the boring lectures. It's lyk so sian la , I constantly look at the clock, counting down to the nxt lesson. Hope I can wake up in time to go to sch later. If I do , then things can proceed very smoothly later. I dun mind slping lesser, but I mind being late for school, cuz my ezlink will be confiscated. Damn troublesome if dun have ezlink , especially when taking the MRT, So expensive. Oh, Lester playing the WCG(World Cyber Gamings) later, wish him all the best , dun so fast kana kick out =). Since the small tok on 8/8, I realised that Mr. Lee has similar mindset or rather similar thinking as us. HAHA ! dun come see my blog leh, I will shy one leh Mr Lee Chee Wei. xD
Thursday, August 03, 2006 @10:56 PM
I WAS LATE TODAY. A COSTLY LESSON. RASALAS LOST TO TAURUS. ALL BECUZ OF ME. THANKS LATECOMER(ME). I'm dedicating this blog to the man behind the scenes, only he noe who he is .. "thanx ar" , i really appreciated that. The motivation is coming back. My dad fell down lyk 20 mins ago. He's old liao, cant really take too much of a fall. Scared the shit out of me, he was damn calm, but i could literally feel his pain. Even someone as young as me can feel the pain when I slip and fall. Let along someone almost 3 times my age. When he fell , I quarrelled with my mum. She lacked inferential skills, my hands were there READY to SUPPORT my DAD UP ANYTIME. But there she was there say: " dun force him to stand up !" My dad was in pain, but he still said in chinese : " Dun quarrel my child. " At that instant, I felt very guilty. I ignored my mother and asked him where was the pain. He said " Dun be scared my child, daddy can take the pain." Although he did not receive much education, neither is his occupation very fantastic. I was enlightened by his words. I was very scared that he would die any moment. It pricked my conscience, what have I done these years to make him proud ? What have I done to relieve his work load ? Nothing and Nothing. Sometimes I feel that I'm so unfilial. The only thing I can do now , is to study hard and not waste the "blood and sweat" money that he earned. The feeling of losing a loved one , only one who has lost it before will understand. What if tml was doomsday ? You have exactly 1 day(24hrs) to do the things that you want to do. Wad would you do ? I would say I love you to my parents becuz i haven't done that since god noes when. I'm the kind , who will not express my inner emotions easily, I find it hard to do so. Next I would have a reunion dinner with all of my family members, including aunties , uncles and grandparents etc. Have a small chit chat session with them till around early noon(2pm).Next I would go look for HER and ask HER how SHE felt abt me. If the ans is positive, I would bring her to a movie, followed up by a walk around East Coast Park till the evening(6pm). Next I would sit with her on the rocks, enjoy our last sunset together
with her leaning on my shoulder and my arms arnd her. Following that would be a dinner @ a restaurent(Noble House). After that I would send her home to her doorstep, and give her a gdnight peak on the forehead. I would tell her how much I regret not telling her how I felt abt her much earlier. On my way home, I will still make my time worthy by toking to HER on the phone. I would then meet up with the mahjong gang and all my other close frens. Tok trash , slack slack , play mahjong and leave b4 11.30pm. Final Destination would be home again, where I will die with my family.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @9:54 PM
wad's the difference btwn students in IJC who score top and the students in IJC who score the last few ? The top few are pple who are disciplined and can study without having pple to tell them to do so. The bottom few ? Only SAY they want to study, in reality , they are slacking. I am one of them, I know. Tok is cheap , action is deep. I want to top the class in my fav. subject, maths. I am not scared of shi xiong, or am I scared of zhi quan, neither am I scared of Irene. I will try to OWN THEM ! No one is born smart, there are only hardworking genius(s). I dun want to retain or go poly nxt yr. For you I shall, For it I muz. WORK HARD , HARD WORK !