Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @8:46 PM
9 more days to the release of the GCE O lvl results. so fast time pass sia, the freshies have been with us for 1 mth le. this yr only have 1st 1 mth, no 1st 3 mths. dunno how many will stay in 0712A. hope everyone of them stay sia, even though there are pple who isolate themself(s) from the class. I still hope that this class will remain with the same strength after the JAE/PAE. It's really really sad to see pple leave. although sometimes circumstances force them to. but my advice is still : follow ur own heart and dreams, choose wad u really want. not wat ur parents want , not wad ur frens want, not wat ur whoever wants. if not , u'll probably end up regretting nia. all the best guys. ironically , i want u pple to stay , but at the same time get into a college of u've always wanted to.
14 more days to valentine's day. but up to now, i still think the ans i get will be the same. i feel so confused. at this point of time, there are thousand and 1 things in my mind. the best ability i would wanna have, is the ability to read the FEMALE's MIND. thats a damn powerful tool , better than any WMD(weapon of mass destruction). i know its kinda stupid to think of such things. but there are times when we cant find solutions to our problem, thus seeking help from the realm of fantasy.who in the world has such an ability.my sixth sense is usually very zhun de. but this time, it doesnt seem to be working. but i'm beginning to notice smt else instead.
i@fun is a killer
.!@#%^ F*** . burn away loads of our time and money. but 1 thing good is that our class can bond more and we can "rat-a-tat-cat". my new ct's kinda cool. LOL. didnt expect things to turn out this way. HAHA ! i got a feeling that this yr's is gonna be a better yr for me:)
Monday, January 29, 2007 @2:24 PM
slacking during GP ... 1.5hr period , Mr. Azami bring us to the library. really very slack , 1 hr juz to find materials for essay outline ... last yr we didnt even spend 10 mins in the library during GP lessons. interesting way to conduct the lesson. Tml my class will be selling nachos and jellos( jelly + pudding). 2 bucks onli, dunno whether got pple come and buy anot. shld be ba ... mutual support from the school. wah , nxt month damn power packed. many things to do and clear. hope this month passes by quickly. super super sian. FEB , a month of UNEXPECTED and FOREVER TWISTING events. I've planned alot for nxt mth , but will everything go according to plan ? I really hope so. meanwhile, i can only pray. i still haven open my golden mouth to ask. somehow i feel that i already know the ans so why bother asking? but if i dun try , i feel lyk a loser ... sucks ... my 6th sense is trying to tell me smt , but i dunno what is it. i can feel the hot and cold air blowing at me simultaniously. i dunno to what extent of my instinct is correct. of course i pray for the better. it not good to be sensative , really sux ... shi fu bu shi huo , shi huo duo bu guo. face it , this is life.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 @1:49 PM
juz finished typing out some doc. in sch , browsing thru some friend's blogs and archives. I realised the power of pictures. pictures are such wonderful things which has many many meanings and memories. blogs are also wonderful tools to contain memories. juz by reading it, it is as though we had gone back to the past , back to all it had happened. the only difference is that nothing you do in gonna change it. you can only SEE and not touch. seeing pple or things which you havent seen in quite awhile also bring back memories. I miss my old home, the food, the place, the people. I miss my ex, her smile , her laughter , her voice, her eyes. I miss my grandpa, his wisdom , his smile , his generousity. Now i get wad it means by pple often do not cherish what they have ... UNTIL IT's GONE. BYE .... often i wonder, if i could turn back time, where would i want to turn it back to ? 1 yr ? 5 yrs ? or juz start my life right from the beginning ? the are many things which should not have been done, but which i have did. out of impulse ? out of playfulness ? out of some hidden factors ? well ... all i can say is that sometimes we aint really got a choice. but if given one, we would definately make the best out of the 2nd chance. who chose to slack and end up retaining ? who chose to break up ? Who chose to go JC ? ME, Me and me again. Y ? i been asking myself this qns since god noes when, and i really have not found the answer ...