Monday, June 18, 2007 @7:17 PM
left 1 more week till summer test. pray for me. today i did smt which i wanted to do a long time ago.i'm sure he was happy to see me.although he isnt arnd anymore.work hard, hard work. can i survive the test ? haha. i came to realise smth, i rather live a life of 20 meaningful years rather than a longer life which to me has no meaning when the people arnd me are already not arnd. i also realised that i miss her alot. i wish that particular person was me. in the past, pple seek immortality. so wad if u can life forever ? there's no1 to go thru it all wid u, so wads the point of living for so long ? dumb. haha. everytime i read that paragraph, i would cry.if only i knew wad u were thinking at that time. dota ruined my life last year, i hope it didnt do the same to you. im feeling damn terrible now.i cant stop thinking of you. but who can i turn to ? glhf. to that particular girl, hope u get well soon. for those who can see this, juz keep it to yourself. i need a medium to express myself before i go into depression. thanx