Tuesday, October 09, 2007 @11:31 PM
good start to the day with Hockey, my part time love.nxt was just 30 mins + of GP. but sadly, we didn't get back our paper. next was chem, did badly as expected, 11/30. i feel lyk i've let mdm ler down. nxt we got back econs case study. did better than expected, got 21/30. very happy with such a tremedous jump. form an E to A. very happy. got back maths as well, 72/100. decent lucky A. although i'm happy, i also feel very sad today. so i guess life's a balance.
u can't be happy without having to know wad its feels lyk being sad. u can taste success until u experience failure. part and parcel of life. sad because i still dunno whether i can promote or not. some of my friends are also in the same boat as me. we all as a whole struggle for survival. the saddest thing is, i don't know whether I'd still be able to see you if i manage to promote, yes you. and my heart will miss you loads.One half of me hopes that you will stay. the other half hopes that u will be happy doing what you want. i guess there are many things in life we have no control over. when I thought that everything would be better after the promos, it turned out to be otherwise. I feeling so moody now. i guess it's because i think I've fallen for you, at the wrong time. . . I tried my best not to. why must all this happen to me now. why. why. why. why. FUCK IT ! When I went out with you, I even had a picture of you in my mind, holding my arm. but boy it's just a fantasy.
- If there was another chance, i'd like to know you from the start.
- I guess one of the worse things in life is to see someone leave but yet you cant do anything to change it.