Thursday, January 31, 2008 @8:45 PM
emails are actually wonderful things. compact and warm. while i was browsing thru my mailbox. i came across this particular email. an email from a fren. someone who came into and went out of my life in a short period of time. 3 mths. came and went, but he left behind memories. somethings in life, are hard to forget. especially when u have people lyk him. he's the spontaneous kind who will be damn damn enthusiastic in everything and anything. HUAT ar. smt i learned from him, its called the morale booster. time really flies. poof and 2 yrs since i entered jc. sometimes, i do feel sad when i see my frens going into army. no more late nights in sch. lesser days of dinner together.i only see them once a week now. JC was fun, maybe too fun. it hard to accept the fact intially, but i came to terms with it somehow. fact. 200+ days more to go. JC2 is not as easy as i thot. cumulative deficit of knowledge. the lucky thing is that i have wonderful teachers to help me along the way. to push me when im tired. now i know y someone came up with TGIF. i really LOVE FRIDAYS. hugs and kisses man. half the lap is gone. one more half to go. chinese new year is nxt week. looking forward to the big fat ang paos. and not forgetting the LONG HOLIDAY. and i finally got a locker. 481. a big one near the gym. wooO!
I'm the kind of person who would lyk to spend quality time with the ones i love. basically there are 5 ways. i dun rmb exactly the 5 but it is smt lyk this:
1)Gifts 2)Quality Time 3)Acts or Services 4)Physical Touch 5)Words
- breathless.
- HUAT AR !
@8:36 PM
There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This
Romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future
Didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his
Girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also
Told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so
They went their own ways there and then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he
Worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make
Something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set
Up his own company..
You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was
Driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking
To some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It
Didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.
With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple,
Wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that
He wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He
Made it! What he saw next confused
Him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his
Car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling
Sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes
Right
Beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained,
She did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had
Believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his
Obstacle... Therefore she had chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't
Mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to
Put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate
Brings him to her again...he can take some of those
Back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may
Escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right
Beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever
Again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you,
For you might wake up one morning losing that person who you THOUGHT meant
Nothing to you.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @11:56 PM
an jian nan fang. tsk. and its not the 1st time. harsh as it may seem. this is reality.
-as the days draw nearer.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 @5:01 AM
sch life's so hectic now. tutorial, lecture, tutorial, lecture. flooded with info. hardly much time for slp, let alone play. the days i look forward to are fridays, saturdays, sundays and holidays. hw snowballing lyk dunno wad. tons of hw to do. damn shag. everyday slp for 5-6 hrs. dunno how long more can i tahan. nv do tutorial also cannot. zzz. j2 is really damn shiong. and its only the beginning of my nightmare. last yr le, b4 i get my long break away from sch. today during econs lecture, there was this tendency to close my eyes. either i didnt understand the lecture or it was too "dry". miraculously, when the lecture ended, i felt lyk 10 times more awake. i guess there wasnt much interest in econs for that moment.going to sch in lyk 1 hrs time. woke up at 2plus to chiong finish my tutorial. when will this ever end. haiz. all i want now, is juz a good slp.
-Sry that I can't let you know, Its sad that I have to let you go.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 @8:30 PM
Successfully scraped thru the 1st day of school today. i lyk kinda excited for this day. keep waking up in the middle of the night, i think i woke up lyk 4 times. i think its better to have lessons ba. holidays too long also damn sian. you lose touch with sch work for 2 mths, then suddenly u are bombarded with so many things. cui. mangaged to finish chem b4 she checked today, lucky. but time extension was given anyway. sometimes, i think the events our life is written by someone. 1st innova relaterd person i saw at the interchange, was none other than my maths teacher to be, MDM CHAN. it's like so qiao. a refreshing figure to start my day. lol. Mr. Ang will still be taking us for the 1st half of the yr. until then, we would most probably be on our own le, since all the contents would have been taught finish my then. Sometimes, i dun understand wad caused the lil conflict btwn him and my class. all i can say, is that it's exaggerated. it wasnt a big problem. well, hope those pple xiang de kai. new time table is not bad. finally we have a day which ends at 12.40pm. i realised the tutorial frequency has also increased. well, at least better than last yr la. Looking forward to my 1st block test. gauge of wad's left in my brain. more work, less play. but can i do it ? lol. i saw smt interesting in my new classroom. Title : HALL OF SHAME. 1) Computer Games 2) BGR 3) Going Out. quite applicable to me.
-sometimes i wonder, ain't it obvious enough ?
-save myself.