Friday, May 30, 2008 @3:56 AM
i'm juz wasting my time idle. its time to put away the psp. lock the bloody com. and pull the freaking tv plug. somehow today. i visited my HB7's blog. i kinda miss her. cannot think too much. HAHA. sian. wat to do, wat to do. that's the bad part abt holidays. no eye candy. sucks. somehow. i wished sch didnt end so late everyday. 2pm is fine. then i dun mind missing out on the holidays.
MOTIVATION. thats wad i need. i'm not practising wad i preach.
Someone pls help me get out of my comfort zone. . . . .
Monday, May 19, 2008 @2:23 AM
1 more week to june hols. seriously, i can't wait for it to come. no more waking up at 7am, at least for the next month. haha. met up with Vena for dinner on fri night at JP's Fish and Co. finally got to catch up with her. it was so nice of her to initiate and even go all the out of the way to JP. lol. woke up kinda late today, cuz i was chatting with Pinocchio last night. talked abt a portion of our JC life. it's always good to share experiences, cuz there a takeaway in every relationship, regardless of failure or success. somehow we could keep chatting, never ending things to say. until i was finally very tired. lol. i would say, an interactive story telling session. Everything happens for a reason, everyone does something for a reason. Somehow i believe that what happens in our life is pre-written. We're merely characters on a world stage. The ironic thing is that I believe that we have control over our own destiny, do we ? I was watching a Nat Geo Prog on Airplane disaster abt a miracle flight. there was a plane which survived on no jet engines for 17 mins cuz it ran out of fuel. basically they juz plunged from abt 25XXX miles above ground lvl and landed at a race track which used to be a runway. miraculously, all the passengers and crew survived. they said if you thot u were going to die, you would start to regret abt the things u did or didnt do. oh well ! a chapter of my life is ending, and a life of mugging begins. Gone will be my daily companion. but i wish her all the best ! GOD will protect you, ah ma will bless you. it is only a secret only Pinocchio and I know. and a secret can only remain a secret if you keep it to yourself.
And so I say, every photo has a story to tell.
167 days to A levels.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008 @12:40 AM
Initially, i just wanted to check the score for Chelsea vs Newcastle and i realised its 1-0. sian. HAHA ! sry chelsea fans. but i came across a very interesting line today, so i decided to share it with the rest of the pple i know. " The agony of letting a rare opportunity slip by, is unbearable. Seize each and every one of it , for some things only come by once in a lifetime." Cliche as it might seem, its so true. oh well. Life's like a storybook, many events happen so coincidentally, that it can be linked to a serial drama. For some unknown reason, i was doing my maths 2007 paper1 and i thought that i needed some refresher course on certain J1 topics. Thus i dug my file in search of the notes, but i couldn't find it. alamak ! it was actually binded into a book =/ while i flipped throught the book, i cause across a photo which i had slotted in last year. It was a picture of my cheerleading in 2007, dated 15/5/2007. Behind the photo was a short emotional "letter" which sent waves of memories back into my brain. My 2008 rasalas cheerleading had just ended and seeing this photo seems to be a sign, a sign telling me that i should do smt. a new tradition.
180 days more to A levels.
Saturday, May 03, 2008 @10:02 PM
*coughs ! so much dust gathered here. my god. here to update and record my life. I flung my "not very recent" block test. SUSUS. great ? wow. got multiple scoldings and was a subject of mockery. Sometimes i just wanna tell them straight in the face: "just wait and see ! i will do well." but then again, actions speak louder than words.
Had a our annual sports day a.k.a. sports evening recently. Rasalas came in third despite us screwing up our cheerleading and winning very little events. lucky us. Aqulia's dance was great, a great pity. WOOO! and the most important part of the sports evening is that i got my 1st track medal in my life. although is only a bronze and a ulu event(8x50m). its quite a morale booster.
I really cant wait to step down, its tiring bearing responsibilities at times, especially when u have heavy workloads. managing my tutorials better now, maybe i'm really scared. it's hard to live on a second chance, its either make or break. shag. i know that my aim is to do well, but facing the books just makes me sick. its too boring.
Somehow, there seems to be many pretty J1 girls this yr, even my J3 friends agree. but IJC lack good looking guys. sad for the girls, cheers for the guys. somehow i'm beginning to feel that i'm gonna miss my JC life very very much. when you look back, everything seems like it was only yesterday. Gone were they days were i spent late nights playing bball, gone were the days i spent eating dinner with the usual gang. they are mostly in army now, it's getting harder to keep in contact. After a recent incident with a girl, i found out the reason why i can never have a girlfriend in the years to come, especially this year. Since i choose this path, there's no turning back ...
i need to drill this into my mind: "Play less, Study more , Play less, Study more ......"
oh ya, and finally ....
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