Friday, June 20, 2008 @7:14 PM
as the days draw near, the more fearful i get. very strange and contradicting feeling. its lyk , you wanna do well. but u wanna slack. dumb shit. 4 more months. endure pls . . . you'll be in so deep shit if u dun get into the uni. plus you've retained b4 alr. how will you face your family ? how would you face your friends ? how would you face the pple who care for you ? where does your future lie ?
the complexity of life, adds pressure to me. sometimes i wonder , why muz we be so competitive.
which one takes more courage ?
to tell or to accept ?
thanks anyway. i will work hard. for all of us.
JIA YOU !
Eyes may stray, but my heart will stay.