Sunday, May 31, 2009 @10:31 AM
BAD SHIT !@#$%^&*( DAMN BLOODY BAD WEEK
senseless,selfishness,immaturity.
the smart alac who likes to think out of the box. and he fell out of it too. it hurt real bad. bruised knees and elbows. baluku on the head.limping, not walking. Where did my crutches go ?
Culture shock at my new posting. tiring week. it seemed pretty long, esp towards thurs and fri. So much info to dl into our brains. so many things happening as well. there's like was no looking forward to book out. nights out for 3 hrs on fri, a short break for me to use com at hm only. with a blink of an eye, i was cabbing back to camp alr. My life is like a story written by someone. too many coincidental things happening. I had an extra shirt, but i was not booking out in civillian attire. just nice someone didnt have a collar shirt. i lent my rank to bah kwa one night, the next day just nice he return to me when i forgot to wear. but i must say, some parts of my life, the author should really edit. sighs. i think i'm falling sick. bad throat, cough, sneezes. due to the lack of vit C becuz i did't really have much appetite and time to eat fruits or even consume my normal meals. hectic trg prog, brainwrecking issues, buring questions. guys really tend to think too much.
Got selected for duty on the first weekend. kinda tiring, especially with so much stuff this week. i guess i was lucky in a sense cuz i have smt on on the follwing 2 weekends, so my weekends are secured if i dun do anything foolish. Watched High School Musical 2 at the rest area ytd night. there was this song which i could not forget.
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've got to do what's best for me
You'll be okay
[Chorus]
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just to hard
To watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
[Chorus]
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Zac-
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Vanessa-
What about trust?
Zac-
You know I never wanted to hurt you
Vanessa-
What about me?
Zac-
What am I supposed to do?
Vanessa-
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Vanessa-
So, I've got to move on and be who I am
Zac-
Why do you have to go?
Vanessa-
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Zac-
I'm trying to understand
Vanessa-
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
Zac-
I want you to stay
Vanessa-
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Zac-
What about us?
Vanessa-
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Zac-
I'm trying to understand
Vanessa-
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go-my own way
and special thanks to X and X' mum, zing and chlle who have been wonderful people. enlightening talk. :)
I silti hepo tt u'll apectc my aogolyp, i dnto wnta tihs sngo to be raltede to me. haha. btu meka teh dinscieo u flee tt u'll be hypap whit.:):) eteirh wya, i'll be penayitlt wtitgina for ur rylpe.