Monday, August 31, 2009 @10:50 PM
staying out this whole week. happy tt i can get back hm, sad tt i have to spend more money on food and transport. LOL! helping out at the army open hse all the way till it ends. the best thing there is i get to eat the mi goreng with chicken cutlet. SHIOOKKKKK! i saw some celebrity DJ today, but i dunno what's her name. she looks much prettier in real life. haha! AOH is gonna burn my weekends. lucky i still get compensated. So many things have happened during this few weeks. im finally a 3SG. those commanders lied to me abt my posting, scare the shit out of me. they ganged up and told me i was going to 30SCE. but i was actually posted back to ETI as an instructor. anyway, main highlights of the month are Where got Ghost and my graduation parade :D:D
i pray tt you'll be safe everyday (:Sometimes i look arnd at the people arnd me. i feel fortunate. a few days back, i was with a friend. drinking really brings out things tt are deep inside. it's really tough faking a smile, when you're really sad down deep inside and nobody understands how u feel. been there done tt. i felt like a living dead. the feeling was terrible. the lucky thing is, im back alive. but for him, it still plaques him. more than often i ask myself, what if i was in his shoes ? what if god put me thru such a test ? what would i do ?
some people dont cherish the people arnd them, some people dont know how to cherish the people arnd them and some just dont have the chance to cherish the people arnd them. i guess many tend not to cherish what they have until they begin to lose them.