Friday, December 30, 2011 @7:28 PM
Dear Piglet,
My internal emotional conflict is very strong now, I feel that i've emotionally betrayed you. Can I ever live with the guilt and pretend that nothing has ever happened ? I dont wanna hide anything from you but I dont wanna keep anything from you as well ! I'm very scared that if i tell you, you will leave me :(((( This is really a test of our relationship but I know deep inside, I still love you very very very much. If not I also wont be in such a dilemma now. I really regret telling the girl that I like her :((((( I don't really do. Just that i havent been nice to anyone is the past few mths alr, being nice to her gave me a strong feeling towards her.
Love,
Big Pig