It's almost been more than a week since we talked. I think after that night I just pissed you off even more. I just hope that some day we can still be friends again. I tried initiating the conversation by wishing you Happy Valentine's Day but you didn't respond. I guess agnes was right, it's hard/weird to reply to such a thing. On my birthday, I was kinda wishing that you would at least wish me happy birthday via a MSG. Afterall we've been thru so much together. Even if it's over now. It kinda hurts abit. It's hard letting you go and move on but I think the consoling part is I'm less affected by it now though I will still think of you when I'm alone on the train or when I pass by khatib. I guess when I see you moving on with life well I will also be happy for you. Maybe it's really silly writing all these here but I think at least there's a place for me to say out what I wanna say. it definately beats talking to you and becoming emotional again. If god really asked me what I want for my birthday, i just hope that one day when I wake up, it was the day before you flew. I would have learnt to cherish you more when I had the chance to. Sometimes when the pain is too much for me to handle, I really wished that I was dead. But of course I know a greater future lies ahead and my family will need me even more in the future. It gives me a reason to hang in there. For now, i just hope that time will help me to forget you.

Love,

Big Pig

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