Saturday, April 28, 2012 @2:15 PM
Dear Piglet,
How's your exams coming along ? Wah I very scared this sem I da bao. The physics paper was horribly insane :/ My first 2 papers were fantastic!!! I hope the results will be fantastic as well :))) I felt damn sad when I tried talking to you as a friend again but all I got was cold replies. Sometimes I wished that line didn't have the function to see if you have read the MSG. Maybe I wouldn't feel so bad :( I tried to engage in a conversation with you but u seemed the least interested. I wished that you had at the very least ask me back the same questions. Recently I chanced upon a note which u typed long ago while you were on exchange.I wondered how come I didn't see it the last time round when u tagged me! oh well! Life's like that sometimes. You never know what you lose till its gone. At times I would still click on ur profile and take a look at ur pictures, see how you are doing. Looking good yea some piglet ? Tsk Tsk! During the periods when I'm very stressed studying, subconsciously I wished that you were there for me, edging me on. When people talk to me about their relationship, I can't help but be reminded of us. Eventhough I know I still miss you, I kinda feel that it's hard for us to be tgt again. Maybe you gave me a lot to remember that I can't let go. I'm sorry, for all the bad times,for all the unwilling things that you have done for me, for all my nonsense that you tolerated. A broken heart will always have that scar, no longer perfect. As I typed this, my heart ached and I cried, I know how much u mean to me. Be strong MJ, be strong.
Love,
A Big Pig That Loves You :')