Wednesday, May 09, 2012 @4:07 AM
Dear Piglet,
I see someone has got a job now ^_^ How's the first day at work ? :D I'm pretty bored but i don't really want to get a full time job because its like the first holiday i really get to relax after a long long long long year. I have 7 students now ! My entire Sunday is packed TTM! Sometimes it really gets boring teaching but when you see the money come in then its a different story all together. LOL! I went for my dental at KTP yesterday. As i walked past Northpoint, I had flashbacks of us. I remember me accompanying you to Cold Storage to get your supplies before you left for your exchange, I remembered us walking through that door towards the Cinema, I remembered us sitting at the rooftop playground HTHTing before our movie started. Maybe for the past few months there were many things going on and i didn't get to quality time to sit down and reflect on what has happened. I missed you and I tried telling you but only receive cold replies from you again. I really dislike the feeling when I see it as "read" but I only get a reply some time much later. Sometimes i really wonder if you missed me too but i know i wouldn't get a reply even if i did ask. At the back of my head, I really really really hope that you don't really wanna do this but you have a strong reason for doing so. I know i have been kinda immature, trying to bush you off eventhough u were trying to show concern for me as a friend but it was really tough on me giving myself false hopes. I'm sorry for my behaviour and that's why i re-opened this link again, in hope that someday you will come back to read all these. I'm sorry too for lying about the test, using it as an excuse for my mistake. I hope that someday when you come back and read this, you will understand why i did it. I was really really desperate to get you back but it totally backfired and I end up hurting you even deeper. Not the ending that I had in mind. At the end of the day, I just wanna let you know that I still love you and i look forward to the day we can really talk to each other again :')
Happy 2yrs and 8 months :)
Love,
Big Pig